my body is having an internal strife.

my mind wants to run, my body want's to sleep.. oh wait... it might be the other way round but whatever it is...

mind + body = not cooperating with each other

needless to say, i'll definitely choose the slacker one, don't run... but i have to!!! i've been slacking off for 2 weeks already, the flabs are reappearing again :((

while blogging now, i could actually be running around the neighbourhood, i may even complete 2 rounds since it's only like what, 7.25pm? but i choose to dilly dally and blog about it, how idiotic. i know it yet i just don't wanna do it. humans are that stuuuuupid, well, maybe only me.

any-oh-how..... i've been having stomach aches that makes me have those soft poop, but it isn't coming out completely. so very uncomfortable.. i just wish everything can just come out all at once and not over a period of 3 days (and still counting)!

geeeeeeezzzzzzzzzzz, another year passing by, new year resolutions?

same old same old, LOSE WEIGHT (which isn't happening anymore, the only time i manage to do it was in the middle of yr 2007 after some bastard triggered me off, FUCK YOU AGAIN, oh wait, i need more people to piss me off.. hurry!!! i'm at the 25% mark....)

other than that, i wish my mind would stop wandering around on it's own and stretching so far away that i can't even pull it back;my family to be happy; everyone to be healthy; more moolahs for this coming year; me being a DISTINCTION student (i'm wishing damn hard you know, LOL); the damn casino to hurry start their training so that my bf (& other enthusiatic SGreans that quit their job just for this) won't be stressing out so much and i think that's all.

main important thing is everyone should be happy & then you get to live longer, which means you get to work longer and you get more ka-ching ka-ching :))))))))))))

yes i need meditate that for myself, have to, need to, want to :)

okay i'm gonna be an ass, i'm not running but sleeping. LOL. i'll regret, definitely!